For those of my lovely friends out there who happen to stumble on this blog. It's my hate blog where I vent, so you don't have to unnecessarily experience my fucking spite and venom of my anger. It's immature anger, but hell I have to do it in order to keep my sanity.
Friday, April 25, 2003
Simple anger today.
My friend was acting like a fucking cunt.
I invited him to a business student party at a local restaurant of the local college here, a small wrap up of the semester. Considering he wanted to wanted to go into business as a choice of study, I'd say it would have been nice. The thing is when we get there, his fucking pet peeve ruined it all and he wanted to "scat". Fuck man, he should've just put aside for one fucking night and not write it off to his damned manners. It was just a time to talk.
We went to another local restaruant and just ate, but fuck it pissed me off. I should've told him off right then and there how much of a fucking bitch he had been right there. Especially when I "invited" him to this damned party.
Granted he's going through some bad times and I don't usually mingle well in a party atmosphere (more one to one guy) but fuck I try to help him up, but instead he swats my fucking hand. Oh I'm too fucking high and mighty...I don't fit in WELL with older people...blah blah fucking BLAH.
Well whatever...he's a fucking idiot at the time and I guess we are all sometimes.
Thursday, April 24, 2003
fuck everyone is busy. Damnit. Hell even my friend who I got a job for, shouldn't be this busy. he should at least e-mail me. argh.
Wednesday, April 23, 2003
I've been feeling pretty down lately. Not so much as my friends, who I should be fucking lucky that I am not them. Afterall I'm still in school, one is technically un-employed with a part time job and not working in the field he has chosen as a career as well as the other who is worse off since he isn't faciliated by his parents.
The thing is, I've been feeling distant and crowded. My friend who needs me the most is being too much of a prick, and frankly I'm getting waaay to much of him. I don't know. It's just that sometimes it's good to see other friends sadly, they aren't around. The other thing is that we aren't in a place where we facilitate our wants and interests, instead stuck in this seepage of backwoods moronity.
Lastly I'm just feeling lonely period from my friends who I made down South. They didn't have time for me and I can't help be feel ignored due to how I had time and they didn't. I mean I was gone for over a year and I get nothing...such is reality and life. Too much TV for me.
Of course I'm thinking of venturing out to seek other friends now, seeing how well I can intermingle with some old friends. Sure they might be dense, but hey I can work with that.
Sunday, April 20, 2003
In homage to the newly announced "Street Fighter: The Movie 2" to be made into production....I present the funniest review on SF: TheMovie I had the joy to read ever.
Click here to shit your pants laughing.
