I'm feeling pretty sad of recent considering that I have not dated anyone my age ever. I'm nearly 22 and I still haven't dated nor had sex..which is pretty sad to my standards. Granted it's do whatever the hell you want, the fact remains that there is a discerning society that looks down upon this behaviour. I mean when I first have sex with someone what would be the entire point of it? If I did so in high school or junior high at least I would be on some level ground of experience....nil...but the fact remains with an expereinced person what the fuck would I say? Oh thank you for having sexual relations for the first time with me and being so caring? Sounds like a fucking tutor than a partner and I could hire a prostitute for 20 bucks if I wanted that.

I'm afraid I guess...afraid I'll disappoint. Well whatever I'll just put all my sexual frustrations into my art and making me great.